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2011-10-09T02:06:00.001+08:00

Courage is stronger than steel - Real Steel (2011)

Catch up with my friends for Real Steel for a midnight movie at Vivo City. It's amazing movie, highly recommended. It's a American science fiction action film starring Hugh Jackman and directed by Shawn Levy. A future-set story where robot boxing is a popular sport and centered on a struggling promoter (Jackman) who thinks he's found a champion in a discarded robot. During his hopeful rise to the top, he also discovers he has an 11-year-old son who wants to know his father. A touching story for both the father and son with a strong determination from his son for ATOM! Get it done yours for REAL STEEL.

Seek

2011-10-01T17:10:00.002+08:00

Don’t count every hour in the day, make every hour in the day count.

I'm hooked up back to blogging when i came across my friend's post. This period of difficult times have helped me to understand better than before, how infinitely rich and beautiful life is in every way, and that so many things that one goes worrying about are of no importance whatsoever. My work discovers my world and with all my heart, i work like i don't need money. When everyone repeatedly asked me this same question, my answer never fails them. "If you love someone, set them free. If they come back they're yours; if they don't they never were." Some said that i'm native, some said i'm loser a lady who is defeated by the word LOVE. In fact, i'm learning how to be a loser, because it's important to be a loser to be a winner. Nevertheless wherever my heart is, that is where I'll find my treasure.

Neglecting

2011-03-28T00:23:00.000+08:00

True remorse is never just a regret over consequence; it is a regret over motive.

I've been neglecting my blog for a long period of time. So let me start it by saying some great, awesome, good news. I gotten my results last few and i'd OFFICIALLY GRADUATED from NYP. After struggling along with my friends for 3 years in NYP, finally it's time to say goodbye to NYP and MAC! I'm glad for my other friends who had done well and graduated too. But up till now, i'm not too sure if i'm going to believe what he told me. He had lied to me once but not this second time. Tell me, you passed and not you failed one module. I'm still waiting for your answer.

Contented

2011-03-17T22:00:00.001+08:00

Sometimes when one person is missing, the whole world seems depopulated.

Don't ask me how do i survive without him appearing on my side. Don't ask me when am i going to confess to him. Don't keep asking how and when and what. Because i can't give you an definite answer to all your caring questions. No matter how many likes i received from you people, but everything is useless if i can't receives the like i've been yearning for the past 1year. In fact, i'm contented with what the cares i'd received from him in the past. With all these caring, teasing and crying, he actually gave me a sign of bliss. It's much better than receiving nothing. Don't grumpy with all these as i'd already receives more than what i'd expected.

I Am Number Four

2011-03-02T23:31:00.000+08:00

"We'll be together yet, I tell her. And until that day you'll be in my heart and my every thought." - John Smith (Number Four)

Nine of us came here. We look like you. We talk like you. We live among you. But we are not you. We can do things you dream of doing. We have powers you dream of having. We are stronger and faster than anything you have ever seen. We are the superheroes you worship in movies and comic books; but we are real. John Smith (Alex Pettyfer) regularly moves from small town to small town. He changes his name and identity. He does not put down roots. He can not tell anyone who or what he really is - one of eighteen survivors from his home planet Lorien, living on the Earth until he and the other nine like him grow strong enough to challenge his planet's invaders, the Mogadorians. There are dead. He is Number Four. He's next. After teaming up with Number Six, who has finally found him. They prepared for their next fight. I highly recommend everyone to watch this movie, it's super awesome. Giving a rating 4/5. I can't wait for 23 Aug 2011 for The Power of Six, their next series movie that focus on Number Seven.

Choice

2011-02-28T15:39:00.002+08:00

A real decision is measured by the fact that you've taken a new action. If there's no action, you haven't truly decided.

When i said that i've decided to give up on this one-sided love, everyone knows i'm reluctant to do it. Asking me not to give up when i didn't give a shot to it, when i didn't give him a chance and when i didn't give both of us a chance to express our feelings out. Take it as my bad, i'm tired of this wanted nor unwanted love for the past 1 year. The hardest thing to explain is the glaringly evident which everybody had decided not to see.

Whisper

2011-02-23T23:35:00.012+08:00

Tell me whom you love and I will tell you who you are to me.

That's right, i expected you will ask me this question. But you have trumped over it by using this chance to keep as a forever question. You wanted me to let you owe this unknown question for the time being. It's alright, that shall be the question mark(?) in our life, a answer that no one else will know it. You gotten brighten up my life with that plenty of heart shape design of the watch. Though, it's not the most expensive watch but just simply a $10 watch, it can turn out to be the nicest watch i ever receive. You called me, giving me a shock to see your name on my phone, just to ask why am i so unusual today? Your countless of why, warm every bit of my heart and gain every smiles on my face. Can this type of love last long? Tell me, will it last long?

Heaven

2011-02-21T00:58:00.000+08:00

Perhaps they are not stars, but rather openings in heaven where the love of our lost ones pours through and shines down upon us to let us know they are happy.

Within 2 hours i leaved the ward, everything changes. She had been bravely fighting against her lung cancer for years without giving any hopes up. Her determination, her efforts and her loves that she shows and given us, we'll never forget about it. May you live happily in another world, filled with happiness and loves. My best condolences to you. Rest In Peace, 大姑。

Last

2011-02-17T21:36:00.000+08:00

If patience is worth anything, it must endure to the end of time. And a living faith will last in the midst of the blackest storm.

Today marks the end of my Polytechnic Life. 3 years just ended with a blink of eyes, time files. There are many happy and sad happening within these 3 years, yet they are the most memorable to me. I found my love, my friends, my hope and my craziness for the 1095 days. I suppose today will be the day which does not allows me to forget for this whole of my life. I'm surprised by your action and your thinking today. I didn't knew that it can be such a big impact on both you and me. I appreciate your helpfulness towards me and everything you had done. But a $160 watch, is not what i wanted from you. It's just the heart that counts, and everything you done to please me. It's not how much the watch i want, but how long you are going to stay together with the watch. You try to stay within the rules for the sake of the game, but you can always turn up the intensity.

Sweetness

2011-02-07T02:13:00.001+08:00

Communication is and should be hell fire and sparks as well as sweetness and light.

I didn't realized till just an hour ago that communication can be much a blissful happening. I never thought of that every reply of yours can brighten the whole night for me. Pleasant words are like a honeycomb, sweetness to the soul and health to the bones. Will this taste of sweetness stay forever? Where of a little more than a little, am i asking too much?

Strange

2011-01-22T21:27:00.000+08:00

Change means unknown.

Closing to 2 years, since the sudden stolen of my handphone i've been always using my cousin's spare phone. It is till now, i managed to change from a prepaid user to an postpaid user. Thinking that getting an iPhone would probably satisfied me, but i turns out to be giving a stressful future. Giving a monthly bill of $39 for the first 3 months and $44 for the next 21 months had freaked me out. It's kinda of changing my life, do i regret getting one? My daily expenses has add on with another $44 every month.

Hurts

2011-01-19T21:56:00.000+08:00

The sudden disappointment of a hope leaves a scar which the ultimate fulfillment of that hope never entirely removes.

It is a big mistake that she make to give me false hope that melts like snow. Since you doesn't have that intention in the first place, why did you accept my suggestion. Your sudden comments just hurt me so deeply even you knows that this dream of mine has been following me for the last 2 years. Why did you stopped me from getting what i want and not stopping what he wants. I seriously have no idea, what can i do or say. I no longer can find myself talking to you anymore, seeing you is like reminding me of the uncompleted dream. Everything you does makes me further myself away from you.

Silent Love

2011-01-16T21:04:00.000+08:00

Like it's not so much keeping time, but counting down to something. - Lara Croft : Tom Raider (2001)

Just about 1 month and more, everything will ends. I wondered will i be still able to get tease by you, hearing you calling me various kinds of nicknames you created for me, looking at your smiles and the back view of yours. How i wish at this point of time, i'm able to thanks you for all what you had done for me. Your caring, your silence presence and your countless efforts for cheering me up; it's way too much for me. I've no idea how and what can i do for you, but i'm sure that i'll never forget about you for my this whole life. You're the one who had secretly opened out my heart for you and makes me silently protecting for you. It's a true love that doesn't need to be heard.

Hidden

2011-01-08T01:01:00.001+08:00

Half the secret of getting along with people is consideration of their values; the other half is tolerance in one's own views.

Your on and off attitude is giving me plenty of troubles to it. I can't figured what are you exactly thinking of and always ended up in a no conclusion situation. Are you trying to give hint that i should drop it? I can lose the accent; i just have to really focus on what i'm saying. And i will have to talk slowly. Let me judge on the situation first before concluding anything.

New

2010-12-30T23:58:00.001+08:00

A great revolution in just one single individual will help achieve a change in the destiny of a society and, further, will enable a change in the destiny of humankind.

2010 is coming to the end in another 24hours. If i would to think back what i had accomplished in this year, i don't think i have done anything proud. If i had made any mistakes in this year, there is another chance for me. I may have a fresh start the next year, for this thing we call "failure" is not the falling down, but the staying down. To banish worry, doubt and fear, is to love, laugh and give.

Identical

2010-12-23T00:32:00.001+08:00

YG's Minzy & G-Dragon vs SM's Onew, Key & Jonghyun vs ME?

After weeks of decision, i decided to buy another kpop tee from blogshop. This time round i bought a Wash Label Tee that 5 artists had already seen wearing it. I bought this basically i could match this with my tights rather than having my Marvel blouse to match with tights. In fact, there's another reason on why i insists in buying this because ONEW WORE IT TOO. Yea, i know i seem too over in SHINee but i can't control. Let me shows you those photos :))

Close

2010-12-19T16:33:00.001+08:00

I wondered what memories of yours will persist as you go on in life.

My hunch is that the most important will have to do with feelings of loving and being loved - whoever is been close to me. As i continue to grow, i'll find many ways of expressing my love and will discover more and more ways in which other express their love to me. After every single incidents i causes to you, i realized we are much more closer compared to before. You reprimanded me for being too kind to others and always let myself into situations that i disliked the most, you gave me advices whenever i'm clueless about the step and you are always the first to know what i'm thinking even when i kept everything to myself. You told me before that to you i'm a piece of transparency, you are able to see through my brain and knows everything just by one look from my face. I wondered how long will this piece of transparency last to you?

Amazing

2010-12-16T22:44:00.002+08:00

Life is not measured by the breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breathe away.

Believe me or not, by looking at the back-view of someone reminds me of yours. Without much notices, that back-view of someone turns out to be yours. How amazing can that be? In everyone's life, at some time, our inner fire goes out. It then burns into flame by an encounter with another human being. Never say there is nothing beautiful in this world anymore. Because there is always something to make you wander in the shape of tree, the trembling of a leaf.

Endurance

2010-12-07T18:37:00.003+08:00

Whatever may happen, every kind of fortune is to be overcome by bearing it.

Just let me have the strength till Wednesday, i plead to overcome the worst and ever presentation i ever had on Wednesday to be presented successfully without any stains. I do believe as long as we preserve and endure, we can get anything we want. I'll endure for these pains that will turn to good by and by.

Unpredictable

2010-12-03T23:59:00.001+08:00

We must prepared ourselves for any unforeseen event that may or may not happen.

We humans are full of unpredictable emotions that logic alone cannot solve. Facts sometimes have a strange and bizarre power that makes their inherent truth seem unbelievable. I don't want to talk about negative, dark things. The only thing i have to go against stuff like mindset, i have no idea where they gotten this habit that would ruin their own life. It's truthfully shocking to me, knowing that i do have a schoolmate with some weird habit. Though we are not close enough to consider as friend, but it's quite saddening to know that you are having some weird thinking all the time. Are you having stressful period in school for assignments? You just simply ruin your whole life with a single flip to the lady's skirt.

Insufficient

2010-11-28T18:12:00.001+08:00

Don't count every hour in a day, make every hour in the day count.

Honestly speaking, this is my first time i hope to have the clock stopped not because that i wants to have more weekends. But to hope i'm able to complete all my assignments, reports and presentation slides before it reaches MONDAY. Life is all about timing, the unreachable becomes reachable, the unavailable become available, the unattainable turns into attainable. The only reason for time is so that everything doesn't happen at once. In the past we said we waste time, but it is impossible. In fact, we are wasting ourselves to time.

Pending

2010-11-19T21:41:00.001+08:00

When we think of failure; Failure will be ours. If we remain undecided; Nothing will ever change. All we need to do is want to achieve something great and then simply do it. Never think of failure for what we think, will come about.

I'm still deciding if i should get something important done by tomorrow. Though i can simply ignore everything, but i think the undecided could go one way or another. I don't wish to worsen the situation and makes everything out to control. Up till this moment, i'm thinking of giving a shot tomorrow and settled everything at once. I'm only afraid that i may change my mind and every efforts done by mummy and brother will be gone. Will it be fine if i really get it done tomorrow? Sometime problems are to complex that i have to be highly intelligent and well informed just to be undecided about them.

Jealously

2010-11-16T22:30:00.000+08:00

Loves sees sharply, hatred sees even more sharp, but jealousy sees the sharpest for it is love and hate at the same time.

Are you doing all this to make me jealous? If that is true, you had success. I'm jealous over what you told me. I thought that whatever i done and said had make you jealous over it, but i never thought of you doing the same time at me. You laughed at me when i asked you and don't wanna tell me the truth. Jealousy lives upon doubt. It becomes madness and ceases entirely as soon as we pass from doubt to reality.

Temptation

2010-11-16T00:27:00.001+08:00

Temptation is the fire that brings up the scum of the heart.

Ever since, i bought my Fred Perry Tote Bag and get to know that Japanese Mook always come along with nice product i'm hooked all to it. Now i'm giving an eye on AntePrima Limited Edition Tote Bag and Bape Kids Tote Bag. I NEED MONEY. Temptation is like a knife, that may either cut the meat or the throat of man; it may be his food or his poison, his exercise of his destruction.

Bape Kids Tote Bag

AntePrima Tote Bag

Fred Perry

2010-11-14T22:31:00.001+08:00

The extremely item to get for this season, the FRED PERRY Tote Bag.

The moment i saw the catalog for Japanese Mook Fred Perry Autumn/Winter 2010 Collections, i'd make up my decision. No matter what, i'm going for their RARE special Felt Wool Big Tote Bag. Headed down to Bugis Junction and straight away entered Books Kinokuniya just to buy that magazine which costs me $28.90. In fact, i'm pleased with the tote bag as the material is the excellent Felt which is thick and Tough and makes the bag stay in shape. Handle is made of very good material and the tri-color is in very contrast and standout from the bag body. Though before this series of tote bag was release there's another design with a basically in white and blue color. Both design attracted me, but i'm too late for the older design.

Friendship

2010-11-13T23:53:00.000+08:00

There is nothing on this earth to be prized more than true friendship.

This post shall be blogged yesterday but due to my over happiness and excitement to project, i had no time to write it on time yesterday. Though many people will walk in and out of my life, but only true friends will leave footprints in my heart. Over here and once again, i sincerely thank my truly nicest friend Ivan, Andrew and Andy, for their helping hand. Without them and their helps, i might still be struggling terribly with my presentation slides. I find that the best friendships are the most relaxed and natural. There's no need to prove anything, it's just so easy. What makes my heart sweeten was that Ivan rejected my treats for his help because he knows i'm broke till there're times i can't even afford for lunch. But since i'm the one seeking help from him, i ought to repay his kindness back thus he offered me with a cute suggestion that i can repay back without taking out any money. His suggestion was to teach him when examinations come, while in fact without his suggestion i will still teach him as i doesn't want to get badly for his modules. My friends are my estate, i can't live without them. My friends are my star, i can't be blind folded without their brightness. My friends are my part of life, I LOVE THEM.

Virus

2010-11-08T18:25:00.000+08:00

The sick are the greatest danger for the healthy; it is not from the strongest that harm comes to the strong, but from the weakest.

I want a healthy body as it is the guest chamber of soul unlike a sick body is like a prison. There must be some weird virus in my body causing to some diarrhea now and then. Been 2 weeks and it's still the same, hate it to core. Moody-less to max. Can't drink milk/cold drinks and can't eat curry/spicy food, everything is CAN'T.

IVAN

2010-11-08T00:12:00.001+08:00

IVAN TAN LOOK HERE !!!
I POST YOUR MOST HANDSOME PIC OVER HERE !

Headache

2010-10-30T23:14:00.000+08:00

Yeah, all those things, responsibility, pressure. It's a bit stressful. I try and come to terms with it by not thinking about it.

I'm wondering with my other friends were having the same situations ever since we started our final lap in NYP. It's kinda of stressful when there are countless of assignments, projects and presentation on hands. I'm amazed with my close friends in NYP, that they were still in 'holiday' mood whereas i am still worrying over my works. There seems to be no way of having last minutes work done for this semester, everything have to be prepare and get done asap. For my 53 months of life in NYP, this is my first and last time i'm having this squashy and worry feeling.

SANE ~

2010-10-29T23:05:00.001+08:00

My cousin and I are crazy. That's the only thing that keeps us SANE ~

A question that sometimes drives me hazy; am i or are the others crazy? There is no salvation in becoming adapted to a world which is crazy. I have been entering Comics Connection frequently for the past few months and there's no doubt from leaving the shop free-handed. To an extend, i had already spent nearly $100 on SHINee's items.

SHINee's A5 PHOTOS ( MINHO, ONEW, KEY, JONGHYUN & TAEMIN )

SHINee A4 FILE ( FRONT & BACK )

SHINee's ONEW NOTEBOOK

SHINee's SMTOWN LIVE '10 NOTEBOOK

SHINee's 2011-2012 CALENDAR

SHINee's ONEW EZLINK STICKER in WALLET

SHINee's LUCIFER & RING DING DONG POSTER

Independent

2010-10-22T00:13:00.000+08:00

The most important outcome of education is to help students to become independent of formal education.

Space by itself, and time by itself, are doomed to fade away into mere shadows, and only a kind union of the two will preserve an independent reality. After feeling how am i being treated by you people, i learnt how to be independent. There is nothing i can rely on you people, moreover letting you all relying on me. An independent person is someone who wants to take the politics out of politics. All along knowing that i'm only an advantages when help is needed from me and not all the while. Continuing to believe that all of you are not that evil and cruel, but reality leads me to there. Reality are always cruel to the world and we start to solve puzzles in our life. Let me an independent lady who does not need to rely on any guys out there.

Stress

2010-10-18T21:51:00.000+08:00

Stress is nothing more than a socially acceptable form of mental illness.

There are thousands of causes for stress, and one antidote to stress is self-expression. That is why happens to me everyday. My thoughts get off my chest, down my sleeves and onto my pad. For as along as we have been human, we experienced stress. Abundance is not something we acquire. It is something we tune into. The ability to relax is essential to successful stress management. Once i learned how to relax, it mean i'm able to reduce my body's "fight and fight" response.

Schooling

2010-10-12T21:48:00.000+08:00

The things taught in schools are not an education but the means of an education.

School started early for 3rd Year Students in NYP and so it does applies to me. True terror just arrived, it is to wake up early in the morning to attend lecture at 8AM. I'm considered lucky to have 8AM lesson for Wednesday and Friday. Just attended 2 days of lesson and i'm turning in at 11PM to replenish my sleep for the next day tournament during lessons.

Dream

2010-10-09T22:35:00.001+08:00

I like the dreams of the future better than the history of the past.

Have you ever dream of your future partner in your dreams before? Will you believed your dream and start seeking on your never-seen partner? It may seem to be ridiculous to people who are reading my blog, but i can't believed it too when i dreamt about my future boyfriend. Till now i'm still able to remember his features, his voices and his eyes deeply in my mind. I have no idea how this mystery guy gets into my dream and shocked me out. The best thing about dream was that it happens only once and not twice. Trusting that there is someone out there for me, i believed in this dream. As the future belongs to those who believe in the beauty of their dreams. Seriously, the future is convenient place for dreams. In the past, i never taught of my future. But i suppose, it is coming soon.

Unexpected

2010-10-07T16:59:00.000+08:00

None of us knows what the next change is going to be, what unexpected opportunity is just around the corner, waiting for a few months or a few years to change all the tenor of our lives.

I believed that any man's life will be filled with constant and unexpected encouragement, if he makes up his mind to do his level each day, and as nearly as possible reaching the high water of pure and useful living. I get this unexpected situation hooked up on Tuesday, when there's a big failure conquered on my laptop. Freak me out and losing my tempered every single seconds. Life without internet is 80% similar to life without money, there're difficulties in surviving.

HERE

2010-10-04T20:56:00.003+08:00

SHINee's HELLO FULL MV IS HERE :D

School

2010-10-04T18:24:00.000+08:00

Those who get lost on their way to school will never find their way through life.

Have you ever thought of what is the difference between school and life? In fact in school, you're taught a lesson and then given a test. Whereas in life, you're a given a test than teaches you a lesson. On the 11/10/10, i will be returning back for studies for my last semester in NYP. Why can't be school starting on 10/10/10? Imagining school starts at 10/10/10 and i happen to pass by my destiny at 10:10AM, gosh. Ain't that great enough for the Perfect Ten? At school, new ideas are thrust at you everyday. One in the world, you'll have to find the inner motivation to search for new ideas on your own. And it's a big mistake to think that once you're done with school, you'll never learn anything new.

Decision

2010-10-02T16:06:00.001+08:00

Decide what you want, decide what you are willing to exchange for it. Establish your priorities and got for it.

Quick decision are always unsafe decision thus decision is a risked rooted in courage of being free. Being offered an elective module by the school makes my feeling ups and downs. Able to receive this module represents that i did work hard and given a chance from school to advanced my studies one more step ahead than others. However, will i be able to cope with that high standard to study? That's another big question in my mind. It's not the plan that is important, it's the planning. Once i make a decision, the universe conspires to make it happen. Indecision becomes decision of time.

Music Bank

2010-10-01T18:47:00.002+08:00

I believe every human has finite number of heartbeats. I don't intend to waste any of mine.

Once again, i participate in a heartbeat. It's amazing, it just comes at the time when you never know what can happen. It's a kind of heartbeat in hospital. They took my heart away the moment they started performing on the stage of Music Bank. It's thrilling just to wait for the MCs to announce "SHINee" through the live of KBS Music Bank. This time round, it seem that TaeMin and MinHo had taken my sight away from Onew today. Their performance are extremely awesome. I can remember JongHyun & Key's Twist when singing, MinHo with that sweet smile, TaeMin's energetic dancing moves with his high pitch notes and lastly Onew's heavenly vocals. I gonna purchase some leopard prints clothings to match with SHINee's HELLO closet.LOL. I no longer can cease myself from smiling whenever i sees them. I do need some strong medicine to cure this smiley illness.

Crazy

2010-09-30T15:58:00.005+08:00

To the people who are in love, Please tell me how you started to love. - Onew

No one can drive me crazy, unless i give the keys to them thus SHINee is the only one holds on the key. Of course i'm crazy, doesn't means i'm wrong. I'm going nutty because of Onew and TaeMin. I'm not too sure how long this is gonna last, but i doubt it will last for quite a long time. I'm glad that there are someone out there for me to crazy with, imagining some people never goes crazy. What a truly horrible they lived in it. In fact, i'm crazy over a meaningful stuff who occasionally brought colors to my life.

Hello

2010-09-29T16:30:00.000+08:00

Do not forget that all of you are always shining within SHINee's heart. - Minho

Gosh, i'm so anticipate towards tomorrow, 30th September 2010. I must wake up before 10AM just to catch my beloved male idol group, SHINee's 2nd repackage ablum title track "HELLO". At first, i thought there will be only one new track for the repackage album, but due to my surprises a few days ago there are a total of 3 new songs included. Remembering, "Hello" was a trendy POP song featuring a sophisticated pop sounds with lyrics expressing the fluttering sensation of love that feels for his special someone, present a bright and smooth charm with refreshing vocals which make an impression. "하나 (One) " the 2nd new track is a soft R&B ballad which further emphasizes the voices of each individual SHINee member. And lastly the last track, "Get It" is a hip-hop track with heavy drum base competition and a tension-raising arrangement being its distinction. Shocking was that lyrics of "Get It" was written by Minho and Key, NICE JOB OPPA. I'm looking forward to their new hairstyle, especially Taemin,Onew and Key. TOMORROW, IT'S THE DAY :D

Relieved

2010-09-28T23:39:00.001+08:00

Heavy hearts, like heavy clouds in the sky, are best relieved by the letting of a little water.

I try to talk to you, but i don't know what to say. I am afraid you don't want me to say anything. So i don't. But deep inside my heart there are words waiting to come out. Waiting is painful, but now i no longer needed to bear with all sort of emotions anymore. I'm glad and relieved at the same time that you didn't angry with me yet you are the one worrying that i'm still angry over what you had done. Finally, i could have a nice sleep and no longer hoping to sees your reply on my phone the moment i open my eyes. This kind of relieved feeling is like holding on a trophy standing on the top of world, smiling widely from ear to ear.

Mixed Feelings

2010-09-27T21:34:00.000+08:00

You can close your eyes to the things you do not want to see, but you cannot close your heart to the things you do not want to feel.

My heart just a bundle of mixed feelings, can't even hide or show my true feelings. I's really hard to bear, it's taking away my breathe, i have no idea where to be landed. I don't know what is going on in my life, i have seen ups and downs walking by my side. At this point of time, i loose the faith in myself. How is wish, at this moment, i could had run away from problems. These mixed feelings are killing me, breaking me into two. Every single religious of god, help me sort out my problems. It's way too much for me to handle it right now, i'm going nutty.

SHINee's Comeback

2010-09-27T09:16:00.041+08:00

SHINee IS BACK IN ACTION.

Shining SHINee Comeback on next week. After receiving enormous positive response for their "Lucifer" , they are going to release their 2nd repackage album "Hello" on 4th October. Trendy pop song for the title "Hello" features rhythm and repeated synth-sound and gives off refreshing feeling through the smoothing vocals and soft harmony. It's a trendy R&B pop song about expression feelings to a lover and incorporates bright lyrics to add its charm. Gosh, i'm so excited about their comeback on 4th October as well as their "Hello" on 1st October. But seriously i do think they should have some rest first especially ONEW, who have been on his Rock Of Ages The Musical.

오빠，화이팅。
사 랑 해 ♥

Fun, Anger & Disappointment

2010-09-26T22:39:00.000+08:00

I have kept my promises to you. Have you done it too?

All sort of events have been happening to me in these 2 consecutive days. There are both happy a sad events occurring. But i only wish to write things about the unhappy event. I have no idea where am i going to start this post by telling how disappointed i am towards one of my friend for what he had done today. To him, it has reaches my tolerance limit point and i'm utterly disappointed. Besides frustrated over him, i'm angry with myself too. I failed to control all my emotions and shouted at him. Kinda of guilty over it, but does he feels the guiltiness too?

Responsibility

2010-09-24T23:34:00.000+08:00

You are not only responsible for what you say, but also for what you do not say.

If you want other people to see your leadership side, you must have your responsibility. There is no free lunch in this world, whatever you asked for it you have to pay it back. Likewise, you asked for a BBQ yet nothing is being done from you. Worst still, you lied hoping that i won't know. Power without responsibility is the prerogative of the harlot throughout the ages. Maybe you think that responsibility is hard to bear. But the truth is, it is not. I think that sometimes it is the absence of responsibility is hard to bear. Moreover, i'm not angry over how you pushes all your responsibility away. But i'm unhappy on why you asked more people to join in your lies and lied to me, hoping that i won't know anything. Knowing that you two were cracking your brains to cheer me up after i knew the incident but i'm still hurt by it. To worry about tomorrow is to be unhappy today.

KEY's Birthday

2010-09-23T00:00:00.009+08:00

생일축하합니다 , KEY 오빠.

ONEW'S FAN

2010-09-22T14:06:00.000+08:00

I feel like it's a waste of time to blink my eyes. You know why? It's because during that time, i can't see you.

This is a quote that SHINee group leader, Onew mentioning in his KJE Chocolate Recording. I've been liking SHINee, this Korean Boy Band ever since they debuted in 2008 with their first song : Noona, You're So Pretty (Replay). This group consists of 5 members : Onew, JongHyun, Key, Minho & TaeMin. Every single members have their each charismatic and different role in the group. If i was asked to choose only one member out of five, i most choose ONEW. He has the sweetest smile and intensionally gag condition (Onew's Condition). I have SHINee's Poster right in-front of my laptop, 2011&2012 SHINee's Calendar on my desk, SHINee's Sticker pasted on my cupboard and Onew's Photo in my wallet. I'm so so so obsessed with ONEW.

ONEW ♥

ONEW, KEY, TAEMIN

SHINee

Appreciate

2010-09-17T23:28:00.001+08:00

All art deals with the absurd and aims at the simple. Good art speaks truth, indeed is truth, perhaps the only truth.

"BUMPIT", a digital art-piece i saw it during my tour for Digital Night @ SAM (Singapore Art Museum). This piece of art was invented to prove that 2 different things in this world will still be able to smudge together and created something that let everyone can't take their eyes off it. When i first saw it, it gives me a feeling about story of Red Thread,红线. Believing that every single person was being tied by this red thread with our future loves one, no matter how much they two have passes each other side thousands of time, they will still end up together in no words. Gaining insight into the interesting light installations from Miguel Chevalier, Bertland Planes, LAB and Visual System who created these works, makes me feels that behind every work there is an secret vision to it. That is why art does not reproduce what is visible, it makes thing visible. Besides this Digital Night, Silent Disco was located right outside SAM. It's a new personalized disco experience whereby we grabbed a special headset and dance to the international DJ sets of eclectic electronica beats and hits delivered right into head at the silent disco. Bazaars With A Cause, was my last stop in SAM. Shops for fashionable apparel or vintage inspired accessories, indeed causes a wave in my heart. Regardless of the pricing and bought a tote bag, doesn't makes my decision roughly. As in this bazaar where part of the proceeds will go towards supporting humanitarian and environmental causes, it's a charity!

Reasons

2010-09-13T21:59:00.006+08:00

Love - The most empty cliché , the most useless word, and at the same time the most powerful human emotion because hatred is involved in it, too.

There are times i started to wonder, is my heart full, half full or half empty? When i started to learn to let go as easily as we grasp, i would find that my hands are full and heart are empty. All empty souls tend toward extreme opinions. Just like in an full heart there is room for everything, but when it comes to an empty heart there is room for NOTHING. I know that my heart has reasons for everything it does but i often don't understand those reasons behind it. How long more do i need to take for a comeback?

ICE-CREAM

2010-09-10T23:14:00.001+08:00

You Scream, I Scream, Let Us Scream For Ice-Cream Happily.

Plump raisins being soaked in rum to create a flavorful, heady treat. Added to pure, sweet cream, the touch of rum infuses the ice cream with just the right hint of warmth. Yea, it's fun. I LOVE RUM RAISIN ICE-CREAM. And it's yummy now in my mind. Haagen-Dazs ice-cream are super nice, but somehow the price of it seem to be over for me. If i have another chance to eat their ice-cream again, i gonna try their White Chocolate Raspberry Truffle. It's a truly exquisite ice-cream inspired by find chocolate truffle. They begin with pure white chocolate ice-cream and swirl in satisfying chunks of chocolate fudge truffles and a tangy raspberry ribbon. Ain't your saliva drooling?

Love Winner

2010-09-09T22:20:00.003+08:00

You can fool all the people some of the time, and some of the people all the time, but you cannot fool all the people all the time.

As day passes, in a wink of time it's the end of that 6months and i thought everything of you would had disappeared in a mist. You seeks help from me showing me that you really cares about me and wanna put in a lot of effort in your studies to make me happy. But waiting for your call like a fool makes me realized whatever you told me once again was A BIG LIE. A fellow showing off their fake sincereness would only ruin the image of themselves. Me, who do not understand that person, tends to regard them as a fool. Although a wise man fights to win, but he was twice a fool who as no plan for possible defeats. Thus it doesn't matter how much you called and explain on the situation because you doesn't prepared for my questions. Yes, i now feel that you are not strong enough and you have totally defeated by me.

2KG

2010-09-04T23:19:00.000+08:00

The older you get, the tougher it is to lose weight because by then, your body and fat are really good friend.

GOSH, it's been a long time after my last touch standing on the weighting scale. After looking carefully on the scale the moment i stood on it, i was going to faint. I can't believe that i gain 2KG. Well, either i thought as i should be happy enough that it's been years and i only gain 2KG or it is time to exercise and get rid of the exceed 2KG and back to my normal weight and continues to slim down. Though it is strange but it is true at the same time. Fat chance and slim chance means the same. I'm utterly disappointed with my growing FATS and probably that is why i suits these nicknames given my poly cliques, FAT, HUNGRY GHOST, PUI EH. For goodness sake, now no one else believes in me when i said : It's time to exercise. Seriously, a lean compromise is better than a fat lawsuit.

Reality

2010-09-03T15:57:00.002+08:00

If i were again beginning my studies, i would follow the advice of Plato and start with mathematics.

Dreams are illusion, from the book your soul is writing. However, all our dreams come true only if we have the courage to pursue it. I'm amazed by what i dreamed last night, and it's true-fully nice. A grand Prizing Award Ceremony was held in my secondary school, with all my schoolmates and my 2 idols Korean Band Members, G-Dragon and Eli. There are 5 awards: Mathematics, Art, D&T, Chinese & Geography; and a special award to be given out. Dream passes through and into the reality of action. I remembered G-Dragon was awarded with Geography and Chinese was given to Eli. Surprisingly, the rest of 3 awards was receiving by me. No one negotiates with dreams, and it continues. The most ridiculous was that even the Special Award was for me and i was make to give a unprepared speech on the stage. Struggling along with the speech, i woke up and failed to match my dreams with perfection. That's why dreams are lonely because dreams only have one owner at a time.

Cinerella's Sister

2010-08-31T21:48:00.003+08:00

A modern day adaptation of Cinderella with a twist as our Cinderella, Goo Hyo Sun, is loved by everyone whereas her stepsister, Eun Jo, has a dark past and struggles with the fact that her mother starts to care more for Hyo Sun than her.

This drama plans to tell the viewers the reason behind why Cinderella's step sister had been so cruel with Cinderella. And make viewers sympathetic Cinderella's Sister. Honestly speaking, every episode of this drama makes me cry every 30minutes. The 4 main characters : Moon Geun Young, Jung Myung, Taecyeon and Seo Woo; absolutely matches this drama. Taecyeon, the impressing guy just debut not long ago in his group 2PM eventually acted so good in it. THUMB UP to him :)) Their OST especially It Has To Be You sang by Yesung from Super Junior is super nice, been replaying this song everyday, every hour and every minute. A drama that i highly recommended to everyone. To my surprises, Korean Romance/Comedy Drama are amazing, much more better compared to Taiwan Drama? Gosh, beside watching drama at home i've been living like a zombie at home once after i ended my attachment, it's time for me to search for job otherwise i'll be rotting till Oct :((

Hesitation

2010-08-29T22:38:00.001+08:00

You can only become truly accomplished at something you love. Don't make money your goal. Instead, pursue the things you love doing, and then do them well that people can't take their eyes off you.

I'm still hesitating on whether should i attend the Korea Pop Night which falls on 23OCT. Using an amount of my hardship money which i'm going to get myself a new hand-phone into a ticket for the entry of my 3 favorite bands, does these worth it? Should i fork out this amount or just stayed at home to accompany our family members. Because time is more valuable than money. I can get more money, but not more time. What should i do, if money can't buy happiness, it certainly let me choose my own form of misery. But what if that concert doesn't worth it? This time rounds money is like love, it kills slowly and painfully the one who withholds it. GOSH, HELP ME.

Happy Ending

2010-08-28T23:40:00.001+08:00

I think about you constantly, whether it's with my mind or my heart.

Have you ever realized that time passes a lot slower when you miss the one you love? How i wished i could turn back the times where i want to be in your arms, where you hold me tight and whisper in ears : I LOVE YOU. Laying in my bed, rethinking those thoughts that are running through my head. Loving every single moment i'm around you, it's just a wonderful fairytale. Though you may not be there with me in the future but you will never be out of my mind. This is the reason why i grant your this permission to stay and lodge in a corner deep inside my heart. May both of us keep the most beautiful memories of us with us and lead in our own happiness path.

Motivational

2010-08-27T18:29:00.001+08:00

Lazy people are always eager to be doing something.

After spending one day at home, my mind turned to be lazy including my body too. I need to find somethings to do and to get rid of my laziness. Cooking was one of the things that i have been doing at home for the past 2-3 days. But above all those matters, what i need the most is MOTIVATION. I simply need it just for doing anything or everything or just even a something, to prevent my laziness in occurring. Because if i do not find hope, i will not find what is beyond my hopes.

Remorse

2010-08-26T21:05:00.002+08:00

I cannot show remorse because I do not believe I am guilty.

Whoever profits by the crime is guilty of it. Remorse, an emotional expression of a personal regret felt by a person after he/she has committed an act which they deem to be shameful, hurtful or violent. Let me seek for forgiveness. So that i can become a forgiving person, and has managed to let go of the past.

Million of Words

2010-08-25T23:30:00.002+08:00

It's amazing how someone can break your heart and you can still love them with all the little pieces.

Yes, loving you was my biggest mistake in my life. But why do every time i see him cool, clam and collected, i lose my breathe, my heart starts pounding, and i am painfully aware that i am not over him. Every time we talked, i fall a little harder. You asked me, do i miss you and what about the love i have on you. Every single questions you asked, my heart was taken by you, broken by you and in pieces because of you. I can't give you a definite answer because i myself don't have an answer too. But what's the different between do i still love you and i no longer love you? None of the answers can't change the present, moreover the future. Listening to our sweetest songs are those that tell of the saddest thoughts. But i will treasure this memories because sometimes memories are worth the pain.

Waiting Need Courages

2010-08-25T16:32:00.003+08:00

Waiting is a trap. There will always be a reasons to wait. The truth is, there are only two things in life, reasons and results, and reasons simply don't count.

Have you ever thought how how much of a human life is lost in waiting? Does those waiting worth your time? That is why i keep reminding myself : Don't be a victim of yourself. Forget about the thief waiting in the alley, what about the thief in my mind? Seriously, waiting is painful. Forgetting is also painful. But the worst is not knowing what to do is the worst kind of suffering. But there are times when i rather kept my feelings to myself then sharing out, because there is only one thing i can't do it. COURAGE, the first of human qualities fails me. But i tries to overcome, because i knows our greatest glory is not in never falling, but it's rising every time we fell.

Forgive Me

2010-08-24T17:12:00.002+08:00

A careless word may kindle strife. A cruel word may wreck a life. A bitter word may hate instill. A brutal way may smite and kill. A gracious word may smooth the way. A joyous word may light the day. A timely word may lessen stress. A loving word may heal and bless.

Speaking when you are angry will make the best speech you will ever regret. And i just did something which i'm deeply regretting and seeking forgiveness from the god,daddy and mummy. No one can be reasonable and angry at the same time including myself. Thus, for every minute i remain angry, i had given up sixty seconds of peace in mind. I can't do anything i have already done, but i can face it. Telling the truth and seek for forgiveness. And i shall let the god do the rest.

The Smiley Look

2010-08-23T18:48:00.012+08:00

The discovery of a new dish does more for the happiness of mankind than the discovery of a star.

Baking a cake for someone you love and cared, can be a meaningful moment that you'll never forget. Putting all your efforts, thoughts, loves, concerns and joys into a 5 different layers of cake can be the best part of the process. Thinking about how your loves one would appreciate your everything, all your tiredness would turn is ashes and flown away. Today, is my first time experiencing on how to manage on a cake and it gives me the urge to bake cookies and cakes for my beloved ones too. Having them to have a unforgettable expression on their faces, can already lighten my day up.

Listen Freely

2010-08-22T23:11:00.004+08:00

The effects of good music are not just because it's new; on the contrary music strikes us more the more familiar we are it.

In this world, without music, life will be a journey through a desert. As for me, i think music itself is healing. It's an explosive expression of humanity. Something we are touched by no matter what culture we are from, everyone loves music. I gotten this thought when i attended Supah Heroes performance by NYPCO at Esplanade just now. While listening to them performing a series of super heroes, marvel comics and japanese animations; the time seem to have turned back to where i'm still a kid. Playing with all these cartoon figures and watching it through television whenever i came back from school. The most exciting part was their last perform, where they got to perform a series of KPOP songs. KPOP seem to be trend now and everyone hooks it up insanely including ME.

Moment of Love

2010-08-21T21:12:00.004+08:00

In the past,
To me, this song represents you.
To you, this song represents me.

Today,
To me, this song represents a painful past from you.
To you, this song no longer represents me.

You always told me : If you ever need anything, I'll be there for you. But do you know that only a friend's love would said that only? Because a true love will tells you in this way : Though you'll never need anything, But I'll still be there for you.

Wonders

2010-08-20T23:13:00.004+08:00

“It's a waste of energy to be angry with a COMPANY who eats money, just as it is to be angry with a car that won't go”

I get this kind of thinking when i'm unsatisfied with how my attachment company deals with student's allowance. Indeed they've their own thinkings and it always doesn't matches with we, students. Honestly speaking, how do they want us to accept the fact on we worked for 1week without any allowance given just because they changes the way on how the count our allowance without informing us. For a long time it had seemed to me that life was about to begin — real life. But there was always some obstacle in the way. Something to be got through first, some unfinished business, time still to be served, a debt to be paid. Then life would begin. At last it dawned on me that these obstacles were my life.

2010-08-14T14:24:00.000+08:00

ROTTEN BLOG !!!
gosh,i eventually forgotten about my blog...
busy working for the past 3months non-stop and u'm proudly to say "I'M A WORKING ADULT"
ROFL,nothing have changed my life as usual...
FACEBOOK becomes the most important social sites to me and it's a MUST to login everyday..
let me endure for the next 5days(weekdays) and i've clear my attachment successfully..
during this attachment period,i've learnt alot of things which i'vr thought of it.
well and also i MISSED alot of movies and had to watch it online :S
BUT it's a way of saving money,WAHAHHAS.
tonight will be catching Phua Chu Kang The Movie with relatives :))

“Dream as if you'll live forever, live as if you'll die today.”

2010-06-19T21:17:00.000+08:00

3 weeks of attachment had already make me feel that i'm a working adult no longer a student studying at NYP.

seriously,3months(12weeks) of attachment seem long to me when i havn't start it.

but once i started on my attachment and till now it's is already the 3rd week and next week will be the 4th week.

honestly speaking,working is also quite tiring..

i have to complete those task given to to me and hopefully the are completed by the end of today but there are times i took a longer period of time than expected.

2010-06-11T23:20:00.001+08:00

end of my 2nd week attachment and i'm left with 10more weeks in LAMBDA.
this week is kinda of more relaxing for me because the arrival of new project is still on the way to singapore so i've nothing much to do till the parts arrive.
went to Vivo City with andrew,joshua and donald after my work on wednesday for relaxing purposes.
met up with andrew,andy and jeremy on thursday at AMK for dinner,Pepper Lunch and followed by a game of POOL.
seriously,it's been a long since i played..
hectic year...SIANS.
tomorrow meeting ting for BUGIS SESSION :))

2010-06-07T23:45:00.000+08:00

well celebrated Joshua's 21st Birthday at Saizeriya Clarke Quay with his Poly Friends & Sec Friends.
i'm included in the both categories the only one.LOL.
planned to had tao huay with his poly classmates at Parklane but it's too late,so no choice but i headed back home with andrew and jeremy.
reached the company at 8AM today and was rotting for the next 30mins before starting my day.
but who knows that there's no work to be done today...
and i'm slacking throughout the whole day and spam my mp3.LOL.

2010-06-04T23:42:00.000+08:00

omg,i totally neglected my blog for this period of time.
seriously 2010 was a hectic year for me..
after my examinations,i straight away get started on my FYP for 3months without having a break.
right after i completed my FYP i'm having another 3months attachment.
currently i'm attached to Lambda Sinagpore Pte Ltd located at Toa Payoh North.
though the company address is Toa Payoh North but it seem more to be Bishan/Braddell area.
because it's 2 stops away from Bishan Mrt(J8) and the main road over there seem to me Braddell,kinda of confusing right doubt me too :))
just ended my first week of attachment today and i'm proud to say that i enjoys working at this company.
though i'm attached to R&D department but mostly i'm doing on hardware stuffs and to me,the lab office was like a PLAYGROUND to me.
there're plenty of equipments that i never seen and used it before and compared to NYP's equipment it seem NOOB.
just 1 week,i get to know alot of things and since my company was working on for Power Supply thingy i get to know a little of how our lab's power supply works.
though my working timing is 8.30AM - 5.30PM,as usual it's a hard time for me waking up at 6AM in the morning just to take bus at 7AM.
since it's my 1st week,i tried not to be late but sadly to say that i'm late for 3mins yesterday and it freaks me out.
working for a long hours in the lab,there is only one word to describe "TIRED".
within this 5 days,i met up with my sister andrew on tuesday for nothing?HAHA.
yesterday was the most tiring day because after my work,i headed down to far east with my FYP labmates for a Birthday Celebration for our DT and i reached home around 11+PM.
well,was planned to meet up with ivan for dinner yesterday before meeting my labmates but ending up cancel our dinner and he suggested to meet up with me today.
like what i replied him "say only,listen only.3months later".
so it works according on what i mentioned,i didn't get to meet up with him today..
AEROPLANE MAN.=.="
i'm so so so TIREDDDDDDDDDDD.

2010-05-27T21:33:00.000+08:00

well it seem my story stopped over at sister's birthday.

anyways,monday prepare for presentation and stuffs because wednesday was my final presentation for FYP.

before getting starting on my AES,had lunch with Marcus,Andy & Jeremy at AMK Popeye's.

after having it for lunch,we went for desert and there're mangoes and durian desert,YUMMY.

shared everything together amongst the 4 of us,craziest.

had been busy over my report and presentation slide till wednesday 9.50AM and i'm the first one to present.

gosh,but luckily i managed to present everything smoothly even though i did stumped quite a few times.

but much much much better compared to week6 presentation that was totally a screwed up presentation :S

had BBQ after our FYP on the actual day and everyone was bringing clothes and changed expect for lionel.

and i'm the only one who changes everything expect the shoes.

wore heels and BBQ-ing,kinda of mentally weird.LOL.

bused home with tecksoon,jeremy and khafian (PS if i spelled wrongly his name) and totally knocked out throughout the journey.

and my LAST DAY OF FYP,THURSDAY.

went to school with tecksoon at around 10+AM and was kinda of late?

but it's a special case for us,late yet attendance is still written as 8.30AM !!!

woohoo,hahas.

had PIZZA HUT today with my labmates today :))

and something happen and i eventually can't hold back and cried in front of ivan.

i tynk i must have shocked him leading him to a clueless state.

well,i'm really glad that he's there for me but kinda of embarrassing that he was the one seeing me crying.

gosh,how am i going to face him.SIANS.

2010-05-23T23:00:00.000+08:00

gosh,went over to celebrate sister andrew's 21st birthday at Pasir Ris yesterday.
stayed overnight over there and drank martell while playing some hand games.
though first time playing that game but it seem i'm always guessing the right number ending up harming ivan to get 60% drunk?
can euu believed it's martell + carlsberg + coke,damn heavy drink.
jeremy first to drunk and we're all laughing at him non-stop,sorry XD
both me and ivan vomited quite many times.
ivan is to kind and pulled me up from the floor and hold me to the room and patted me to sleep.
but halfway through,i run down the stairs because i'm vomiting soon and ending up ivan slept on the bed.
he kicked me twice out from the bed and it's really irritated about it.
right now,i'm still having headache and those butterflies stomache.
ARGH,FUN!
LOL.

2010-05-10T23:11:00.002+08:00

EUU'RE A DAMN CUI GUY I EVER MET !!!
EUU'RE SUCH A BASTARD ...
STILL PRETENDING EVERYTHING WHEN I SAW EVERYTHING .
LUCKY IT'S JUST A SHOW FOR EVERYTHING ..

you spoiled the good impression of you in my mind :(

2010-05-08T23:12:00.009+08:00

had an advanced Mother's Day Dinner just now at Hougang Mall.
brought mummy to Pepper Lunch for dinner and it's super duper delicious :D
i had Waygu Yakiniku & Chicken Set Meal while both mummy and brother had Chicken & King Prawn Set Meal.
our deserts was my beloved Kuromitsu Ice Cream ♥

Day After Days make me STRONG ♥

2010-05-07T22:48:00.013+08:00

didn't seriously blogging when my FYP starts.

many things happened and i'm glad that my family and friends were always there for me :)

THANKS EVERYONE :))

well,been hanging out too much lionel recently in school and were caught spotted every here and there by friends =.="

anyways,woke up super duper late today and i reached the lab at around 12.20PM.

kind lionel was waiting for me to reach so that we can have our lunch since i asked him to wait for me :S

we walked out of my lab at 1+PM headed our way to MAC and surprisingly i saw a GREEN $5 NOTE on the floor.

i quickly picked it up on the floor and speed up my walking into the MAC.

both of us were duper happy over that $5 and decided to split into half,$2.50 for both of us and we just need to pay another $2.50 for MAC MEAL.

i guessed it's because of that $5,both of us agreed that this meal was super full.LOL.

we slacked at MAC till 3+PM and headed back to our freezing lab.

was playing with jeremy's iphone the whole day and thus the time passes fast enough.

right now,was planning Mother's Day stuffs with my brother and we decided to either have Lunch Buffet at Resturant or Dinner at Pepper Lunch.

<3 LOVE BLINDS ME FOR A MOMENT

2010-05-05T21:35:00.000+08:00

FYP IS FUCKING STRESSING ME.

2010-05-02T23:44:00.002+08:00

THE ACT IS OVER :)
EVERYTHING EXPOSE TODAY.
WAHAHAHS ~

2010-04-11T22:51:00.000+08:00

celebration for ah gong 79th Birthday.LOL.
whole body was aching...
well people asked me why it aches,i only tell them i'm not too sure.
but eventually i believed that i know why it's aching but i just can't say out :X

2010-04-10T19:24:00.004+08:00

was what i did the right move?

2010-04-08T20:36:00.000+08:00

changed my sitting in lab and finally back together with my partner.
and this "new" pc is giving my too many problems since yesterday thus my DT decided to help me reformat my pc.
and right now it's super duper fast just that it took a long time to install all those softwares that i need.
but anyway,as long as it won't hang or lag for hours i'm okies with it :)

2010-03-18T21:39:00.000+08:00

I MISS MY BRO.
he went MALAYSIA early in the morning for his school trip.
well,he's returning to SINGAPORE tomorrow's evening.
gonna give him a surprise tomorrow since it's 16th BIRTHDAY.
should i get him a MANGO CAKE or WALLET?
not in a very good mood the whole day and i'm feel sorry to JASON because i kinda of using him to release out my anger.
but luckily,he understands me well :)
i guessed i've eaten to much of McSpicy Burger today causing me now to SORE THROAT,FLU and HEADACHE.
SOBX SOBX.
mu UART Programming is giving a BIG HEADACHE,how should i do..
SOLVE SOLVE SOLVE IT.

2010-03-16T22:59:00.002+08:00

my supervisor went to CHINA for 1 week and just dumped everything to me and my partner.
was struggling with the PIN FUNCTION and tomorrow i shall get started on the UART and UART Programming.
WTF.UART UART UART is driving me insane.
luckily today IVAN,AHMAD and MARCUS were accompanying me if not i guessed i'll faint in my lab.LOL.
the most cute and sweet part in the lab was when jason send me a link from youtube asking me to listen when i'm stress over my stuffs.
and hope that this song he sent me will help me to relieve my stress.
I SIMPLY LOVE OUR SONG(S) :)

2010-03-14T20:22:00.001+08:00

i'm happy on FRIDAY because finally weekends have arrive.
but i'm sad on SUNDAY because weekdays are coming...
why do we only have 2 days of weekends and 5 days of weekdays.
why can't we swoop places with weekends and weekdays?

只宁愿对自己残忍一点，也不想对你残忍。

2010-03-13T19:50:00.000+08:00

been busy over my FYP for the past few days so i hardly get to blog recently.
beside my FYP,i'm also troubled over him.
anyway,time will tell everything so i now gonna wait wait and wait.

2010-03-10T21:46:00.000+08:00

blogging blogging blogging time.
i'm late for my FYP today,i reached the lab at 9AM (FREAK).
dammit,sprained my ankle on my way to NYP,TSK.
as usual,researching msn-ing facbook-ing throughout the FYP session.
met up with huiyu at CP after my FYP ends and shopped for awhile before heading home.
i'm tired tired tired right now...

2010-03-09T21:48:00.001+08:00

2ND OF MY FYP...
i'm not late,i reached my lab room at 8.30AM sharp.
started doing with my C8051f350 codes and finally i'm able to re-write those codes in ordered to have 2 blinking leds at 1Hz.
all along,i'm the one doing this my partner didn't contribute anything.
but at least he did other things,sobx.
bus-ed home and i didn't managed to fall asleep in the bus for this time round.
right now i'm struggling with food for the 2nd round because mummy cooks my share.
SOBX,i'm damn full and sleepy at the same time..

2010-03-08T20:28:00.002+08:00

FYP STARTS TODAY.
9AM there's a briefing about FYP stuffs and followed by different groups of project meeting.
i was being posted to lab R219 with a malay guy partner together.
our project was about producing a kit to test on the motor and sensor of micro-mouse.
chim right?
even i myself also don't understand.
so since it's FYP period,everyday i need to report at 8.30AM.
and ends at 6PM for Monday-Thursday and 5.30PM for Friday.
YAWN..

2010-02-15T23:49:00.000+08:00

2nd day of Chinese New Year.
seriously speaking,there's no new year mood.
the collection of ang baos also freaking little compare to last year.
i guessed the most happy moments was photo-taking session with cousins.
hahas.
saw 451 guy,the guy that 365Days i only can see for about 2 times?hahas.
shocked to see him and was freaking happy over it,wahahas.

2010-02-14T22:22:00.000+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR + VALENTINE DAY.

woots,finally reached home.

just simply visiting some relatives from home to home can really tire me out.

most probably because i'm wearing a 4.5inches high of heels.

it's freaking lucky that i didn't fall down or twist my ankle.

that most disappointing was i didn't had enough of photo-taking session with my cousins.

hopefully tomorrow will be the most photos taken ever,wahahas.

2010-02-13T15:27:00.000+08:00

well,busy over these few days.
had completed my common test exams and now it left only those major examinations.
did dyed my hair into red.but the outcome was kinda of weird.hahas.
valentine and chinese new year falls exactly on the same day.
i want present too.LOL.

2010-02-09T23:22:00.000+08:00

went back to NYP for studying on marketing for getting prepare on tomorrow test paper.
though i did wrote down those important notes and stuffs out but mostly of my time spent in library was either playing Monopoly Deal or using friend's iPhone to play games.
hahas and till now i havnt studied anything because i just finished sewing those buttons on my blouse.
argh,wanted to dye my hair into red color but the timing for me is damn rush.
i guessed most probably either i dye it tomorrow night or thursday night.
sobx sobx.

2010-02-08T22:16:00.000+08:00

was freak out by my MIO Box.
mummy was complaining to me the whole telling me the internet is damn too laggy and asked me to call up the hotline for help.
and so this guy reboot my mio box system and asked me to switch it on back after 10minutes.
when 10minutes had passed i switched it on back,this INTERNET led gives me a RED LIGHT.
called up the hotline for the second time and after 25mins this lady told me,she can't figured out what's going on with my connection.
so she helped me to book technicians tomorrow at 4-6pm.
honestly i'm damn pissed off by this matter sort of telling my mom that if she didn't complain that much and bear with it everything will be okies.
unlike right now,she and my brother can't play their game while i can't surf the net.
due to my anger-nest and i can't control my patient.
i called up for the third time, dialing another number which cost 30cents per minutes.
and finally my MIO Box is back to normal and i'm happily surfing my cute net right now.wahahas.

2010-02-07T23:01:00.000+08:00

exchanged my laptop table with brother since he wanted to use wired modern than wireless modern.
just swooping 2 laptops and some stuffs to another table causes a big move in our study room.
we had to clean our 'new' table and some multi-plug since my brother needed more plugs than i do.
so right now i finally own a study table,woohoo.
i guessed i'll be buying some nice and cute stuffs to put it on my table,wahahas.

2010-02-06T23:10:00.007+08:00

COUSIN'S GATHERING.

went out with brother,ting^2 and glenson to bugis for our 1st 5 cousin's trip.

i supposed the two guys are freaking bored going out with the 2 ladies because we were all looking at clothing,bags and accessories.

bought 1 dress,bag,high-waist belt and a tee.

paid about $50 for today trip,sobx sobx.

gonna save up more next week for paying bags and hair treatment?hahas.

2010-02-04T21:58:00.000+08:00

I'M SO TIRED...
yesterday i went school early in the morning just to attend the OOP LECTURE.
but who knows that the lecturer cancel off the lecture without telling any of us.
no choice,but to follow my male classmates all the way to the basketball court and watched them play basketball.
though it's freaking hot to me because i'm wearing long sleeves tee sitting under the hot sun.
as for today,i'm late for mine E-COMM tutorial lesson and i'm shocked to see only 6 people in the room!
but i'm not the latest to reach the room,wahahas.
there's only 2hour of tutorial and it's end for the day.
but i did leave NYP at 6.45PM because IVAN,MARCUS and AHMAD!
HAHA,taught them the XSL,XML,DTD stuffs before going back home sweet home.
it's a tiring job explaining and teaching them but at least the teaching session is FUN.
hopefully,they are able to do their test tomorrow and no phone calls at 12AM later on.HAHA.
okies,i'm going to have a war with my XML and TEXAS.
BOOM.....

i've no idea why do i get this tight feelings,

whenever i'm standing close beside you.

2010-02-03T21:05:00.000+08:00

it's seem i've forget stuffs about blogging for the past few days.
was kinda of busy these few days and somehow i'm slacking throughout.
hahas,was out yesterday for almost the whole day.
luckily,mummy was sleeping otherwise she might be nagging at me for reaching home and close to 12AM.
texas was the game that i was playing with in facebook for these few days starting on friday?
kinda of addict back to the game but close enough to stop the addiction.hahas.

2010-01-31T21:50:00.000+08:00

TEXAS is hooking me up perfectly for these 2 days.
played texas with Jason and Andy till 2AM and we get started on our E-COM quiz after that.
went to grandma's house today and was trying to connect into my aunt's wireless.
but somehow the security key she given me is incorrect.
it took me 1hour to figure what is wrong with the modern,in the end she given me the wrong key.LOL.
i'm kinda of feeling sleepy this few days,i need sleep ...

2010-01-31T01:14:00.000+08:00

i guessed huiyu had a hard time in the morning just to wake me up and meet her together with teressa at compass point.

sorry about it and i made them waited for about half an hour or more.

bus to huiyu's house and had our lunch at her house before getting started on her projects.

while helping her along with her project,huiyu's ite project members joined us at a later time.

it's quite stunning to know how her members cooperate.

but luckily,teressa and teckleong ain't that jialet compared to the rest?

and i'm happy that at least the project that i suggested is working perfectly and it's without any help from my poly friends,LOL.

leave huiyu's house with teckleong after receiving a call from mummy,telling me is meeting me at hougang mall.

both of us were kinda of weird until i started talking rubbish to him.HAHA.

since we're more to the lrt idiot,we were stucked at the station and sweating that there might be no lrt today.

but luckily,the lrt arrived in 10mins later and it's was a big phew.

trained to hougang station with him and met up with my lovely family.

accompany my brother to collect his jeans and he was damn happy with it.

sobx sobx,i'm still left with 1 dress/set of clothing and yet till now i havnt buy.

now i'm playing texas in facebook with jason and it's freaking damn angry when i keep losing,LOL.

2010-01-28T21:52:00.000+08:00

woke up at 2.56PM and indeed just like what ivan told me in MSN that i need 12hours of sleep :X
quickly rushed to NYP just for the sake of attending the pathetic 2hours of Marketing Lecture.
ending up the lecture ends at 5PM exactly the same for those past lecture.
was thinking about have my 2nd pair of piercing and was kinda of scaring due to the pain,LOL.
i also havn't buy my 2nd clothing for CNY,argh.
so many thing undone and lab test/common test is coming,SIANS.